4 posts tagged “stress”

I have way to much shit to do for classes. It is insane. I decided to not do some stuff because...shit something's got to give. Luckily I have some assignments that I can not do and it won't affect my grade. I'm just worried about getting my comps done for intro to photoshop, illustrator, and InDesign done because I have such a limited time to work on them. I hope I can get it done in time.

I have way to much shit to do for classes. It is insane. I decided to not do some stuff because...shit something's got to give. Luckily I have some assignments that I can not do and it won't affect my grade. I'm just worried about getting my comps done for intro to photoshop, illustrator, and InDesign done because I have such a limited time to work on them. I hope I can get it done in time.

I've been up since 5:30 this morning gathering quotes and writing questions for phone interviews today. The story is due tomorrow, but because I have to go to the doctor I need to get it done tonight and send it to him via e-mail. I feel really tired, but I have an interview to do at 11:30 a.m. today and one at 1 p.m. I took today off because I wanted to make sure I get this story done.

So now I'm going to take a break. Usually I keep my cool, but I still want to kill my professor for not sending me an e-mail sooner or calling me to tell me that he approved my story memo. GRRRRRR!!!!!!! It is getting me to question if going into media is the right thing for me.

I don't remember if I wrote about it, but my whole right side is still numb. I've been to a plethora (I really like that word) of doctors and I've been to a neurologist, and they all can't see anything wrong with me. The neurologist says that he's seen this sort of thing happen with young people to are stressing out. I've been thinking about it, and I realize that I'be been emotionally strained. I started regular counseling sessions with one of the health counselors on campus and what was to be a thirty minute session became an hour and thirty minute session. I talked about a few big things such as how my family's feuding is really bugging the hell out of me. I talked about how my dad is a loser. I talked bit about how my best friend and I are drifting apart. There's even more that I need to talk to her about.

There's this whole newspaper thing. I want to get the credit, but newspaper is a pain in the ass for me. I think it's because I really don't like writing for print. I like working with cameras and editing film. I think broadcast and documentary making is more artistic and I need that artistic outlet. It's really making me think about switching schools.

The only solace I have are watching Asian dramas, Wonderfalls, and Pushing Daisies (It's a really good show. If you haven't checked it out then you should!)

I guess that's it for now.

Oh, I'm still unemployed. It seems like no one wants to hire me. I really don't understand it at all!